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Thursday 7 November 2013

FAITH AND FAITHFULNESS

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As the days passed,newer developments kept on taking place in this episode.To  day dt. 08.11.13, the final chapter has,probably been written.
A day earlier that person sneaked into my mutual special friend page and stated that while treating/caring drug addicts,she is so depressed that she wants to consume over dose of heroin and end her life while sitting in her car,the only asset she has.This again drew my attention to the pitiable state of a person whom I had brought around with great care and financial support.I had,naturally,rush remedy to her old situation of the date of her arrival in my house.
Cosequently,I reminded her of those days in India when she was feeling like being in heaven & treated like a princes in my house.All those far flung places she was assisted to visit and ultimately to Dalai Lama's exiled abode was let be reminded.If she really has been influenced by buddhism,the feel good factor is to come from those memories itself.I reminded her the teachings of Buddha & the agony he and thereafter his disciple Ashoka The Great,had some similarity  with her own current plight.I even went further to invite her to a 'Vipasana',an  assembly of interested people from allover.I offered to meet all the expense for it.
The reaction was unprecedented.As I told her that the reason could be hormonal misbalance in post menopause found normally in females of her age.  I also suggested 'Sertaline' pills for feel good factor in her mind.I once again reassured her of my utmost help in letting her out of any body requirement to the best of her satis faction.
She scolded me and quoted a Psychologist's comments on the behaviour of a Psychopath,which is incurable and is by birth.I was rebuked with most dirty words and to be sent to hell to rot.I should eat my own shit and must not write her any mails.
I was also informed that Spaniards are worst kind of criminal minded cunning persons and they would kill anybody in cold blood and later sympathise or give some help to clear their apparent bad conscience.
It was clear since long that she had a chequered history and she was hiding it with all her might.Everyone commonly known to us was the worst person and I should keep distance.
She has been a rebel militant for the freedom struggle of Catalonia,Barcelona.I was earlier confided that she was hated by her father,sisters and brothers too  much.She has had two failed marriages,a couple of live in disruptions and was sent to jail as well as a mental asylum where her own kith & kins tried to kill her.All of her friends were deceptive and she was helpless in want of justice by the Judiciary of Spain.She said that her moves were always monitored and the neighbours laughed behind her.But she claimed to be a tigress and ruthless one

Her contacting me appeared for two main aims.1- To separate me from my family/wife & 2-to use my place as a base to assist Kashmiri and Sikh militants.
Having been exposed,I urged upon her to choose between my friendship and social service project in my village or those people whom I hated to be enemy of my country.She made her choice and went back to her home without money  or any job.
Professionally she is an Auxiallery nurse.She got a job later;but I was surprised when she wrote to me that she has earned in the month of August more than I could earn in a year.Once I posted her photos on my Facebook and one friend wrote back that she was a 'Matahari' like spy and has been receiving regular income.I could hardly believe that.But even then I tried my level best to desist  her from involving in such criminal activities.I even threatened her to expose her.That would have resulted in a red alert for her deportation to India.But no.  I still believe that one has to take the other route of persuasion and preaching.
Ultimately,I have come to the conclusion that brain washed people can seldom be retrieved back to a normal life.They never hear to reasons.It's a passion.
I will have to go to meet her people who hated her and to see that is it really so in Spain?
It is my patriot duty and the strong urge of my mind to scratch the bottom of truth.If one such case is solved,many more miseries will be avoided.God Help me.